A Little Lost...

So, I gave Kay her Birthday present on wednesday. Pirates of the Caribean 3, She was rather happy. Which made me feel good. But still missing her. I am wondering if i really want to be putting here behind me. I mean i know that it is not good to dwell. but how do you shut down your feelings? I know she thinks we are totaly incompatable, but there is something there, at least for me, she says there is no connection yet i can sit here and look at her picture and just...Melt. Haha i really should stop being all Emo. but This is true to myself for now, and that is what this is, a place where i can talk freely.