Monday, September 8, 2008

Going a bit Crazy

So I am. I HAve all the pent up Emotional and creative energy and i cant seem to get it out. Part of it is that i want to stand atop a mountain and Shout move love for K but i know it means nothing to her. all my pain and sorrow, for nothing. Love the second most binding emotion. and i am ensnared in it fully unable and also unwilling to free myself. What road can i take but the one i continue down. some would say it forks at every tun. i cant see the forks. maybe i am just denying it to myself. Denial is easy. Trying new things is much more difficult.

Now i go back to attempting to bridle some of this energy.

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